Sunday, November 23, 2008

Apologization...

Everybody done stupid decision and maybe stupid mistake that maybe someone wont forgive.I'm here to apologize to the people I'd made mistake.If you're reading ma blog then I hope that you'll forgive me.
First of all to my Ma,
I'm sorry that I'd disappoint you.I hanged out with ma friends too often,nearly everyday and then I ignored your advise.We had lack of conversation and I just f*ckin selfish then dun care how you feel and made you worry much bout me.I promised I wont act that way again.As what you want and how you wanted me to be,I leave my peer of group and study hard as you wish.Once again,I'm sorry Ma...
Secondly,to my Pa,
Same,I'm sorry I'd made you angried bout me.Mixing with ma friends and dun really talk with you like ages.Then bout the work you wanted me to complete,I just hate the work so much.The clerk work was darn boring!It's not that I dun wanna help you,Pa.I hate mathematics!And all the work inquire nothing but mathematics!I am so f*cked up bout myself for not completin those works.I understand that you asked me to learn that work is for my own good and I knew that it may comes benefits on me.But then if you ask me whether am I willing to continue with that,I swear I really dont want!But if you really want me to help you with those works,Pa I will do as you wanted.I'm sorry Pa~
Then to my Besties,
I really loves all of you much~
You guys knew that,how am I excited to hang out with all of you every single time.You guys just brougt lotsa lotsa happiness to me.Especially Missy Jennifer!You're like the best damn thing ever happened on me.Mr.Isaac,you too.A darn very good friend.Oh God!I just can't imagine how my life would be without all of you.I had confusing time from the last few days.I guess you guys knew that Diane and me wasn't allowed to mix with all of you bcoz of ma parents.I actually was really frustrated.Then I had the conclusion,I chose to follow ma parents' demand and leave the peer.Trust me,I feel like slapping myself and dying when I first made this decision.But I know that I'd disappoint my parents lotsa times and I'm not willing to hurt them as they really have lotsa hopes on me!I'm really really sorry to all of you guys.I love you guys muchie and once again,I'm darn sorry~
My Mr.CakapBanyak,
I'm sorry that I brought stupid trouble to you.Maybe I was just too annoying to you as we really dunno each other much and then I was like seeking you whenever I wanted to and ask for stupid requestment.I know,my wrong!Bout people saying you're with who or whatsoever...Hello to anyone out there,I'm not with him and it is impossible for us bcoz I'm not his cup of tea!We are only gud friends.Understood??Anyone who reading this,please help me to spread out bcoz I dun want my Mr.CakapBanyak to be moody or unhappy as he is my happy fruit whom always make me happy when I'm sad!I'm sorry Mr.Teh,my wrong~
Jon,
I had darn gud days with you around last few days.Maybe we really rushed our times like shit.We're going too fast without knowing each other.Sorry again to you biatch~
Then to anyone I'd done any mistakes...
I'M SORRY~

p/s Forgive me!

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Good News VS Bad News.

Okay,where should I start in this post.Good news or bad news!?
So let starts at 12.30 a.m.I repeat,12.30a.m.
I was asleep and my elder sister aka one of my besties get her blissful relationship!
Which means she's taken!Zo~
I'm happy for her bcoz that guy is superb good! The good news no.1!
Then,
I would like to talk bout this tiring day of mine.I woke up at 9 a.m.WTF~Shit nia,my big ass are scolding me why should I woke up that early.It may be the time everyone should be awake,but for me it's too early!For what I'm awake that early?WORK LA WEI~F nia!
Then went to office at approximately 10a.m then work work work~Guess what?Half of the working time,I'm snorring like shit!Back home at about 6.
I was planning to get a good sleep till the very next day,but then...
The good news no.2!
I stepped in house and my elder sister walk towards me and told me that we're actually going out later with our besties.Actually she dun really allow me to join them.Curiosity comes!She asked who do I really loves!I was shocked and ask why.She answer me back with a serious face and said that someone are going to say that he loves someone tonight and scared that I cant accept it as I like one of the someone(I know this is weird,but then I dun really knew how to explain in another way!)Back to the point,then I knew who was them!OMG~ It was just a normal thing la wei,you guys dun take this so serious kay,besties!?I know you knew what I mean,besties!You know who you are.Haha~
I was actually surprised with this news.Then in a little while time I accepted this surprising thingy~
Next,I am frustrating whether to join them for dinner or not.You know la,BULB~
But I just can't resist the temptation of the food in Bali Bali,without hesitation,aiya...Follow them la.Friends ma~
At 7.15p.m Mr.En came fetch us then we headed for Bali Bali!We odered "kappa" and "kak tau"(These two is a must) surprisingly we added a Ikan Bakar ala Thai for testing.The taste was not bad though~After that Missy Jennifer and Mr.Isaac went back first to buy a piece of DVD entitled "Lao Shi Jia Lao Da".We were desperate to watch this movie for darn long time.But then none of us own this movie.Haha~
Diane and his newly boyfriend,Mr.En and me is still there for a chat.After the chat,went to fetch Mr.Siao after his work in City Plaza.I wanna eat the McDonald ice-cream so much,then Mr.Siao accompanny me for the McFlurry Chocolate!Damn,it's nice.
Then went back into car and headed back to my home sweet home.
Good news no.3.
Mr.Isaac phoned Mr.En and told us the good news bout him and Missy Jennifer that they had actually dating each other now.Chim~
Syiok lo,so many surprises in a night time.I know I'm weird but I was really glad they had found someone whom they really in love with.
Mr.En just cant leave Missy Diane so much,so Mr.En and Mr.Siao got in my house for the sembang time.Syiok nia~
Ah En cried for a little while,bcoz he is dating Diane whom is actually his gud friend admirer(Can be counted as that la)Poor him,haha...
Bad news no.1~
My heart was actually kinda pain~
Not bcoz of they are loving each other but is that I was actually counted as an outsiders of my besties from now on.They are having each other couples,and we were actually very very good friends and mixing each other every single second~Damn...
How was I suppose to do if we hang out together?Cham~
FRUST FRUST FRUST FRUST AND FRUST~
PENING PENING PENING PENING AND PENING~
I really got to find a boyfriend I think!To avoid being a bright bulb?Nope I wont!
Bcoz single is rock~Haha...I loves freedom more than anything in this world!
Just that my Mr.Right haven't appear!Waiting for him or maybe is a "her"!Hahaha~
Kays,really gtg,my eyes are blaming me for tiring it.Chaoz~

p/s One more good news,my big aunt had visited me just now,I am glad to see it after it hasn't visit me for almost three months!Damn...Maybe it's not a gud thing for other gal.But for me,I am extremely happy!Haha...

So is it,good news versus bad news?Indeed it is!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

SPM

I haven't update my blog for nearly a thousand years...Haha
Was busy hanging out with my besties.Well,online but then lazy to post.Sweat nia~
So what am I going to write today??
I enjoyed myself so damn much last few days,had captured lotsa lotsa pichas.Lazy to wait for the upload.But I'll do it asap.
I woke up at about 4p.m.OMFG~ I was shocked when I saw the time on my hp.Then I was like starving.So,I immediately seek for my breakfast but then it's tea-time for others...Haha
Then I remembered it's SPM for my sister,Missy Jennifer,Mr.Isaac.
Oh ya,at about 12.30p.m Diane phoned me for lunch but then I really cant get my lazy ass up.So,I rejected...Haha.Continued my sweet dreams.
After my so-called "breakfast",went to saloon and have a hair cut.Well,I'm satisfied with my hair this time.After my hair cut,back home.Online till now...

Haiz~
Miss my Mr.CakapBanyak aka Mr.Teh so much lo.Was like not talking and chatting with him tons of years ago.
Well,since suddenly feel like describing bout him so much.So,I'll write bout him here...Haha...
Last three days,he's had a sleep-over in Ooi's house said it's for studying konon!Haha...
Then went to seven-eleven for Ooi's top up.Then dunno why suddenly phoned me and asked me to bring him the souvenir I bought him in Genting Highland.Terkejut giler..
I went out with my stupid pyjamas!Damn~First time meet nia with mua pyj's ady!OMFG~
Damn it paiseh nia.I was scared,once again "SCARED" when I first saw him.He is super duper tall as coconut tree.Walao eh~I was like "Huh,Ah Teh is that tall?" Haha~
Then had a really short chat then he's back.But then I'm excited to see him actually.Haha~
Dunno why also!
Then the day after he's here to get his gummies,that night!He came again,this time with "siam char pui" aka nasi goreng Thai aka Thai fried rice! Really touched nia,all the way to feed me up!Haha...Thanks ya,Mr.Teh!This time not scared ady,is handsome pulak!Hahaha~
His first impression to me was polite,then honest~He can be damn honest to me although we never ever met or even see each other.Weird guy~
Then is gud looking lo,then very gud in guitar and singing lo.
NOTICE: He sang for me before and not only once,although it's not so very complete!Haha...
Then he's cute,funny,secret very easy to "korek".Haha...This is why I loves to chat with him so much~FUNNY,FUNNY,FUNNY!
Very very honest in answering questions I asked!
Shit nia,lied me once that he got Leaukemia~DAMN!
I thought it was for real!
Secrets between two of us,cant tell here!Haiz...Nevermind,I'll ask for his permission to post!
Conclusion,he's nice!
I just loves him too much~
Salute for Mr.Teh Min Li!

Gonna end my post today ady,my lil brother is going to kill me for not companying him watch movie!
Chaoz~