Apologization...

Everybody done stupid decision and maybe stupid mistake that maybe someone wont forgive.I'm here to apologize to the people I'd made mistake.If you're reading ma blog then I hope that you'll forgive me.
First of all to my Ma,
I'm sorry that I'd disappoint you.I hanged out with ma friends too often,nearly everyday and then I ignored your advise.We had lack of conversation and I just f*ckin selfish then dun care how you feel and made you worry much bout me.I promised I wont act that way again.As what you want and how you wanted me to be,I leave my peer of group and study hard as you wish.Once again,I'm sorry Ma...
Secondly,to my Pa,
Same,I'm sorry I'd made you angried bout me.Mixing with ma friends and dun really talk with you like ages.Then bout the work you wanted me to complete,I just hate the work so much.The clerk work was darn boring!It's not that I dun wanna help you,Pa.I hate mathematics!And all the work inquire nothing but mathematics!I am so f*cked up bout myself for not completin those works.I understand that you asked me to learn that work is for my own good and I knew that it may comes benefits on me.But then if you ask me whether am I willing to continue with that,I swear I really dont want!But if you really want me to help you with those works,Pa I will do as you wanted.I'm sorry Pa~
Then to my Besties,
I really loves all of you much~
You guys knew that,how am I excited to hang out with all of you every single time.You guys just brougt lotsa lotsa happiness to me.Especially Missy Jennifer!You're like the best damn thing ever happened on me.Mr.Isaac,you too.A darn very good friend.Oh God!I just can't imagine how my life would be without all of you.I had confusing time from the last few days.I guess you guys knew that Diane and me wasn't allowed to mix with all of you bcoz of ma parents.I actually was really frustrated.Then I had the conclusion,I chose to follow ma parents' demand and leave the peer.Trust me,I feel like slapping myself and dying when I first made this decision.But I know that I'd disappoint my parents lotsa times and I'm not willing to hurt them as they really have lotsa hopes on me!I'm really really sorry to all of you guys.I love you guys muchie and once again,I'm darn sorry~
My Mr.CakapBanyak,
I'm sorry that I brought stupid trouble to you.Maybe I was just too annoying to you as we really dunno each other much and then I was like seeking you whenever I wanted to and ask for stupid requestment.I know,my wrong!Bout people saying you're with who or whatsoever...Hello to anyone out there,I'm not with him and it is impossible for us bcoz I'm not his cup of tea!We are only gud friends.Understood??Anyone who reading this,please help me to spread out bcoz I dun want my Mr.CakapBanyak to be moody or unhappy as he is my happy fruit whom always make me happy when I'm sad!I'm sorry Mr.Teh,my wrong~
Jon,
I had darn gud days with you around last few days.Maybe we really rushed our times like shit.We're going too fast without knowing each other.Sorry again to you biatch~
Then to anyone I'd done any mistakes...
I'M SORRY~

p/s Forgive me!