Afterall.

Honestly I'm really not in the mood of blogging,but blog is created to express feelings,thats the only reason I chose to blog at the first place.
Guess what!?
I was being rejected hardly!Haha...Funny nia~
I was not planning to tell him any of my feelings,but then he read my blog and my previous post are obviously describing bout him.Screwed and kantoi!
He said that he still have feelings on his ex-girlfriend,dun have any plan to be in any relationship yet.
It may be a harsh time for me,I guess!
My tears dropped unexpectedly and non-stop when I was chatting with him even now I'm on blogging!Nobody knew that as I'm alone in the living room.I felt like stupid! I'd told myself not to fall on anyone anymore,even if I had,I promise I really not dare anymore.The feeling is complicated!Feel like dying,I really wanna bang my head towards the wall!
Wake up Miss Lim!Stop dreaming and get back to the reality of the world.You cant force people to fall for you at the same time you fall for someone.It's unfair to that someone!
I really never have this feelings on anyone but to him,I have.I'm so in love with him,I think of him before I sleep and after I woke up.Even to my ex,I still dun have that feeling!
Wake up Devon,people dun want you,so wake up and be tough!
For the first time you can get up and this second time is nothing for you!
Gtg,have to call my friend.He is also frustrating for something too!
So,I still not the kesian one yet.Haha~
Chaoz...

P/S I STILL LOVES HIM!