Happy Or Not!?

Just finish my Muay Thai lesson,tired~
I'm happy at the same time I'm unhappy!So what's my mood now?Confusion!
I'm happy for talking on phone with him yesterday night and it was for a long time.Haha!Although not till two or three hours but then also got one hour ma.Syiok pun liao la.Haha...Sendiri comfort sendiri!Siao ady.I'd talk on phone with him too,just now.But he was not in the mood so,tak mau kacau better,later kena scold free nia.Cheer up boy!You not in the mood made me feel sad.
Oh ya,I'd accidentally saw him just now!What the ttooott~
Then,I was not expecting to see him just now or maybe will see him from far la.Haha!Maniac me~
But just accidentally met him during I'm searching some tuition classes for ma couzies.Guess what?Recently parents are really crazy,children are having only once a year holidays and planned to spend their holidays wisely,but then parents had to forced their child just for tuition!Haiz~
Please be tolerant la!Hung up suicide also need some breath.Some more even threaten the child if not tuition then have to back to hometown!Allaahh...This will only ruin the child mood and even ma mood.This little cousin of mine is my favourite one.She's my "anak angkat" aka god-daughter!Haha...I know I'm too young to be a mom but we just have the same topic and thought everytime,and she's only 9 years old.You can't imagine how mature is she!The name was Bridget Chew Ee Jia.The best couzies ever and she came back only on holiday.So I only meet her in holiday time!I dun blame her mom as I know every parent will do anything just to make sure their child is in good condition.What to do?The adults are right we're always the wrong side!!
Back to ma mood,he's moody la.How!?Yeerrrr....Make me feel uncomfortable nia.Sit also cant,stand also cant,run or even dance pun tak boleh!
We chatted lots of thingy yesterday,just everything!Managed to "know" his secret.Haha~
There's a word which is forbidden from my world again!I'm too rude ady la,talk bad words then now even the word to express feeling pun sama!Have to be polite ady.Dunno can change bo!That is the word I'd replaced with "know".The word "know",I'd think for half an hour just to replace that disgusting word I'd always mentioned last time.And after he explained what's the meaning I was like eeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!Haha~
Actually that word is not that disgusting but after what he said,the word makes me feel like so the very gerliii~

Cakap begitu banyak pun tak guna,still misses him!Cham nia me~
Miss Lim Devon,lu boleh bangun dari mimpi tak?Jangan tidur lagi lo,ini boleh buat kamu tak boleh bangun dari mimpi seumur hidup eh lo~
I know I'm weird for talking to myself but I just cant control from missing him.AAARGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!
Haiz,wanna go shower then terus go tidok liao la.Meet him in dream better.Haha~
Chaozz...

P/S FALL FOR HIM IS NOT AS EASY AS I THOUGHT!